Makin penuh cabaran

Hujan sdg turun renyai2..

Kelas dah lamew tamat

bile hujan dah berenti

aku menuju ke kolej

angin bertiup kencang...

kuat jugak angin tiup

smpi nak terbang je rasenye

semenjak 2 menjak ni

sri iskandar slalu hujan

time bulan posa plak tuh

Alhamdulillah, Rahmat dr Nya

tenang jer rasenye

tp jgn disangka air yg tenang xde buaya

sbnrynye dlm kepala otak ni mcm2 dok pikir

sem 2 ni aku jdi lg buntu

aku ilang arah

mule2 masalah ngan membe

pastuh plak masalah ngan kerja

then, masalah ngan lecturer

blum sempt nak selesai masalh, dtg plak masalah bru

pasal diner

aku jd ajk makanan

knp??

sbb aku dok Perak

kononnya sng kot nak cari katering

padahal aku satu bende pon x taw pew2

tp aku terima gak jawatan tuh

memndgkan org x ckup

so, terpaksa ringan kn tulang

at least, bleh tambah penglaman

tp ntah knp

masalah aku berpunca drpd org lain gak

manew x nyer

aku sbg ajk kene r cari org bawahan tok tolg aku

tp nmpknye xde sapew yg berminat

org yg aku target pon dah ada jawatan diorg sendiri

tp alhamdulillah, sorg hamba Allah ni berbesar hati nak tolg aku

so, aku jus tgu persetujuan dr pihak katering jer

tp masalah tuh blum selesai lagi

slagi blum smpi time diner

bnde tuh stil jd masalah

tp aku malas pikir berat2 sgt

takowt makan diri

skang ni pon lecturer pon asik marah2

sbb progress too slow

bkan aku sorg

tp hampir satu studio

entah knp??

kalo ikutkn sem ni sbnrye x bnyk keje kalo dibndingkn ngan sem lps

tp masing2 dah lost

x taw nak buat apew

tp x dinafikan r

projek yg nak kene wat pon memakan mase dan agak complicated

pening2

harap2 submition on time

xnak repeat nex sem

boleh jdi giler kowt..

*****

fajar mule menyinsing

tande dah nak bukak pose

azan pon mule berkumandang

herm......

.....end of story......

Perasmian Festival Kemerdekaan UiTM Perak (FESKEM)

perasmian ni berlangsung smalam, tp ari ni bru berkesempatn nak masuk dlm blog

sblum wisel ditiup ready...set.... go......

by the way, aku dtg bukannyer utk menyaksikn perlumbaan ni pon, tp sbb nak dpt kn cop utk aktiviti jer...hah3... kalo x time ni aku tgh tido...sbb time ni pon bru kol 8 pg dan tamat dlm kol 10 pg, pas tuh ada perlawanan futsal pompuan n bola sepak lelaki.. anywy, bes gak r..

enjoy....

Kenangan Pahit utk yg Indah

Sem lpas aku satu bilik ngan mamat yg menyakitkn ati

sem ni, mmber aku plak yg jadi mcm tuh

****

yg susah??

mesi r aku

sbb apew yg diorg buat

mesi bersangkut paut ngan aku

aku nak buat apew??

aku xnak lukekn ati sapew2..

aku xnak hubungan kitorg renggang

diorg dah mcm adik beradik aku

****

kalo post sblum ni aku ada citew tntg betapa akrabnyer kitorg

skang ni rase cam menyesal plak tulis camtuh

manew x nyer

dalam masa yg singkt jer

sumew dah brubah

aku x penah jalani khidupan aku ngan membe2 dr kecik smpi aku masuk U

mungkin sbb tuh aku terlalu taksub

smpi aku x ksah nak tolong diorg skalipon

jnji aku taw yg ni lah life

sehingga aku x mengerti

agenda diorg yg sebenarnye

seolah2 aku ni dipermainkan

****

manew ada manusia yg sempurna

tuh aku taw

tp org disekeliling kite yg mengubah diri kite sendiri

itupon kalau kite taw itu kelemahan kite lah

tp camnew kalo ego diew tuh tgi

smpi apew yg org lihat pada diri diew tuh semuanya salah

hnye die jer yg btol

x pikirkan kesusahan org lain

sbb die sndiri x penah rase perihal org lain

macam manew sakitnyer ati blew ada member yg mcm tuh

cube nak mengambil kesempatan

kononnyer die tuh amat diperlukan oleh kengkawan

tp sbnrye org dah mule rse benci yg teramat sgt

tp kitorg xnak lah sisihkn die

kitorg x brniat nak wat camtuh

kitorg nak jalani life kt campus yg rasenye skejap je sgt

mungkin itu pon blum tntu cukup

sbb tuh lah

aku x ksah

diorg nak mintak tolong apew2 kt aku

sbb aku taw

nnt blew msg2 dah grad

mesi susah nak jumpa diorg lg

tp tolonglah

hargai apew yg org lain dah buat kt kite

bukannyer dgn maki hamun

perangai x tntu hala

mcm lipas kudung

seolah2 rimas ngan member sndiri

apew guna tikam org dr belakang

islam x ajar mcm tuh pun

semayang x penah tgl

tp nmpknyer org yg x semayang lg bertimbg rase

nmpk sgt time semayg tuh riak semata2..

dlm ati aku

aku cume pikir yg aku skang menuju kealam kedewasaan

tuh sumew pengalaman yg aku perlu cari sebanyak mungkin

aku kene positif

hiudp ni umpama roda

bese r tuh

cume satu jer

jgn lah pentingkn diri sndiri

tmbhan plak kalo dah namenyer satu bangsa

Takowt kehilangan korg

sonok nyer

bile lepak ngan kengkawan

sumew masalah ilang

rase cam dunia ni kite yg punyer

x igt org lain dah

gelak2

gurau senda

smpi kene marah ngan lecturer

hah3...

tp sumew tuh x jdi masalah

sbb hidup ni hanya sekali

nak enjoy sepuas2nyer

dah jadi kenangan terindah

tp dlm masa yg same

aku x pernah lupekn masalah

bnyk sbnrye msalah

keje x siap

x submit on time

masalah ngan grup

masalah ngan org sekeliling

masalah yg akan dtg

dan sgala mcm msalah yg ada

pnt sbnrnye hdup ni

smpi kdg2 aku jdi tension

sbb x dpt nak manage life aku ngan btol

smpi mengundg masalah yg lg berat

kdg2 x tahan plak

tp kene tabahkn diri

ntah r

kekosongan hdup yg blum terisi

x taw bile

hanye ada kengkawan

utk aku kongsi masalah

diorg dah mcm adik beradik aku

smpi bilew sorg drpd kitorg nk quit

rase cam hilang satu permata yg bernilai

kitorg same2 menuju ke destinasi

biarpon dihina

ditindas

dimaki hamun

tp kitorg ttp bersatu

walaupun dah nmpk cam ada kretakan skit

ntah lar geng

aku nak korg taw yg aku ni wujud

aku nak korg taw

bile aku x jumpa korg lg

korg rase satu kehilangan yg besar

tp dlm masa yg same

aku harp kite akan bersama smpi time keje nnt

tp aku takowt

x yakin

samada aku bleh ikut korg atau aku ditinggalkn

atas kesilapan aku sendiri

ya Allah,

kau berilah aku kekuatan

kekuatan utk meneruskn perjuangan

perjuangan smpi ke akhir zaman

Cup Milo No Spoon

Its hard to live witout spoon

****

the night seems very peaceful

i'm getting sleepy

there's a cup on my table

with a Milo inside it

so I put the hot water into it

I taste a bit

feel warm

but it tasteless

why???

coz I don't have spoon

the Milo are not stir well

so what??

the Milo becomes chunky

and there is a non-saturated Milo inside the cup

hah3..

i drink and feel like to throw up

so there is a half of the Milo inside the cup

and I jus let it until tomorrow morning

i cannot finish it

there's nothing to used to stir the Milo

I guess I have to buy a tea spoon tomorrow

hah3...

but still

a cup without spoon is jus like a body witout soul

****

its hard to live witout spoon

Now the day is getting harder and harder

Sore throat, flu and headache make me feel miserable that night. Is that bcoz of influenza A?? I could have infected by the diseases since the H1N1 already spread out in UiTM and harm at least 5 of the student. Early midnight, my friends hand me some panadol and he noticed that my eyes are becoming red. So, he told me to go to the Unit Kesihatan tomorrow for a further treatment. I could not sleep thinking about it. Is it I have infected by H1N1 or maybe dengue?? Only god knows how I feel. After that, the temperature of my body decreases and i feel a bit okay. So, I get myself a nap until I felt asleep. The next day, I went to the UK to check out my real diseases. Alhamdulillah, its just a normal sickness. Then, i get back to the college. After had some meal and medicine, I slept and wake up at 2 o’clock. I’ve shocked, a riot?? Why everyone is shouting out there?? They said that UiTM ask the student to get back to their hometown because of the H1N1. Everyone seems very excited and some not.
I was frighten, is that just because of this morning I’ve go to the UK? Well, so many student in UK this morning and maybe too much for the UiTM to handled. So, that is why UiTM provided the holiday for student, so that the student can have their own treatment at their own places. The holiday is begun. What I’m supposed to do?? Its not good to have a holiday in such a shocked. I still have a lot of homework to do at my college.

Now the day is getting harder and harder. I’ve so much things to settle off in this few short months. Its been a week I’ve have plenty of time doing nothing. So sad. When the UiTM provided a holiday for the H1N1 cases in about 11 days, I do have a lot of things to do at home but unfortunately I’m not yet though for that. Not b’coz of my laziness, but b’coz I’m not feel very well. Instead of two times went to the clinic said everything is just fine. But my running nose seems affect me to do many works. So, I just postponed until I get well enough to handle it. But then, I’ve start to try to finish one of my task by using an AutoCAD. Well, a lot of commands I do forgot and its stopped me to go on with that. So, i just sit back and watch tv’s. Its too bad, coz the time is running out. Not really, i still have 1 more weeks for the submission. Hah3.. So, i just wasting my time without finish any assignment and its getting worst. I rather to sit at my college then sit at home. At least, i can get help from my friends for the homework. So, this is the most moron and sickness week of all weeks of my life. Huh, my flu seems doesn’t want to stop. Maybe I should drink a lot of water and having a medicine after meal. But, I already do that. Why??Why?? Why the flu still leaking out of my nose?? I’m getting tired and its not comfortable as well.